Wednesday, April 13, 2011

pencil scratchings pile slowly
at the foot of an easel growing
graphite grey with each flat
stroke and as each mark reveals
the minute contour of an
"empty" page of cracks ripples
warps and what would one 
expect of an artist, but to 
darken a page until anyone
can see what he knew was already
there

Sunday, April 10, 2011

lapse

I am all written and every word is a scrawl
and when black as birds are there are still grips
and canvases without a single stroke of flight or
feather and when too many conjunctions creep 
together to glue down a page and crack and
crop and corrupt and and 

and watching, watcher, is not the creeptone 
trembling far enough?  Are not the many
miles crawling with wires and coiled about
cold feet formula enough? And when 
sleeping on evening air heavy with
cold stars and breezed over with
cannon sounds from indiantown gap,
 is there anything
left to look at?

Thursday, April 7, 2011

fabrication bias

When I lie I lie with utmost confidence, knowing that
when I have said the right lie the right number of times
and have blessed it with bluster, a perfect smile, and
a canny crinkle to my eye I can know, it will come true
it will have been that way forever and the sayings I have
said untrue will all turn around and open up and be
(as they always were) real

I tell you this, and note my belief

sevenly

kitted in crisp licks lacking luster or even creaked handles
where, once in languid splay there skittered and stepped
stones and flat bottomed they skipped and on the water
wrote circles that expanded until crossed and surfaced
with rippled crease the pondway warped into waft and
weave of little undoings, disturbances, in the small
peace where rock least recent stopped there sat the 
seeming still and under it all skipping stones piled

A lake filled with smooth stones and young boys practicing
wrist-flick, stone lift, the sidearm and frisby, the 
careful 
communion of pressed fingers and the warmwet rock
a beach growing out of practice and as the water 
slimmed and hid among the filling pebbles there skipped
stones in the tens and fifteens and, once, in the summer
of 96, Eric Martins counted 42 skips and his stone
spun all across the pond and pegged the far shore
and he marked the spot and kept his rock in his pocket
long after 

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

On the order of

In silicon spans, over gaps guarded by the boundary
conditions of physics and last september, when I 
called you by your name and wouldn't look at you
I didn't mean my words, only their emptiness
and in cathode rays there were little sparks but now
pixels clean everything and decompose them down to
single-colored boxes for light

I am always amazed by how much green goes into faces
and how much yellow is in a summer sky

kited inch by inch against the wind would the stars remember
would they recognize old dust transformed and tracked
through void and pyre and plow and finally beaten into
clearing pipes to track away enough lines for finally fetching
lifting, and heaving to

Opening

Warrens spill
My brothers and I have had another drink together and
if tomorrow is coming
it is coming to quickly and with the ominous rush of
skidding trains and a great
heavy front of air is pushing up against my face and
filling my nostril with
pretension... the scent of poetry
unable to write real webbing whorls of unready, tired,
too young

I am not old enough and may never be

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Untended (warmup poem one)

sound is split line by line
out of beowulf with seem
striped in neat typographic 
casts, some printer placing
piece by piece, blocks of
poem and wondering what
monk mashed together this
song and story and made it
full of God and giftgiving and
why grendel, and his mother
and noise filled with pain for 
the soft ears of some lonely
native all piled together to make
a diptych story tracking in parted
stanzas on a printed page the
creep from old gods to new
and through what door was
the break-in, and by who